[Intro]
From the plant that I made, the only drug that I know
There's one that knows the ends
While its taking me down with something that I'll hold
To come from my mistake
And I thought that I needed something that would make me right
As if you compare, make someone morph their life
On the raft, whatever was new to get
I understand the hole that I dug this time
[Chorus]
It's something I thought I meant
And that I would only do it once in a while
But I lost my sense of self-control
And traded it for better than now
It seems that now I've changed for the worst
I gave bit of my effort, and of my patience for you
[Verse 1]
I just couldn't see what I haven't lost
Since I just only know what I could've made with them
When I sleep, I dream of your clarity 'cause it was something that I had drove away
But I don't understand what I
Had to leave
But I ripped and tore them up
I would see again
Burn and wash away
Anxious as it made
Leave it as in place
I was near
[Chorus]
It was something I thought I meant
And that I would only do it once in a while
But I lost my sense of self-control
And traded it for better than now
It seems that now I've changed for the worst
I gave bit of my effort, and of my patience for you
[Verse 2]
Do you trust yourself to know you're wrong?
To live within this way
Do your gum starts to as become tough to [?]
But it was you that'd make up my patience
Better than were from what you were facing
Now you were, what you haven't faced yet
Go on
[Chorus]
It's something I thought I managed
And that I would only do it once in a while
But I lost my sense of self-control
But traded it for better than now
It seems that now I've changed for the worst
I gave bit of my effort, and of my patience for you
译文
我自己种的那株，是我唯一认得的药
有一株它知道结局
它一边放倒我 一边塞给我点能抓住的东西
是从我的错里长出来的
我以为我得靠点什么 才能变回对的样子
好像只要比一比 人就能换个活法
在筏子上 能捞到什么新的
我自己清楚 这次坑挖了多深
我以为我是当真的
以为偶尔来一次就收得住
后来我失去了自控力
拿它换了点比现在好的盼头
现在看 是往坏里去了
力气和耐心 我分过一点给你
还没丢的东西 我看不见
我只惦记本来能拿它们做出什么
梦里见到你那点明白 那本来是我自己赶走的
可我不懂
我到底要丢下什么
把它撕开了
还能再见吧
烧掉 冲走
弄得人心里发慌
就搁在那儿
我离得不远
我以为我是当真的
以为偶尔来一次就收得住
后来管不住自己了
拿它换了点比现在好的盼头
现在看 是往坏里去了
力气和耐心 我分过一点给你
你信得过自己认错吗
就这么过下去
牙关也咬硬了吧
可我的耐心是你一点点凑起来的
比你自己面对的那些要好
现在你成了你还没面对的东西
走吧
我以为这事我扛得住
以为偶尔来一次就收得住
后来管不住自己了
拿它换了点比现在好的盼头
现在看，是往坏里去了
力气和耐心，我分过一点给你
