作词 : gnash/Olivia O'Brien
作曲 : gnash/Olivia O'Brien
Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you i love you
I hate that i love you
Don't want to, but i can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you i love you
I hate that i want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when i can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when i can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like i miss you?
****ed around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I'm always tired but never of you
If i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then i never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if i were you, i would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we coulde been?
You said you wouldn't and you ****ing did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your ****ing fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ****ing mixed
Always missing people that i shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing
But i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone i do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, i sing this song
I hate you i love you
I hate that i love you
Don't want to, but i can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you i love you
I hate that i want you
You want her, you need her
And i'll never be her
All alone i watch you watch her
Like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone i watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you i love you
I hate that i love you
Don't want to, but i can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you i love you
I hate that i want you
You want her, you need her
And i’ll never be her
译文
感觉被利用了
但我…
依旧想着你
我依然不能
相信这就是结局
只想感觉你的亲吻
弥留在唇上的气息
这么漫长的一段时光
已经过去了
但我似乎依然不能向你倾诉什么 为什么
每次见到你就会阵痛的心脏
让我明白自己有多么需要你
我恨你 我爱你
我恨我 爱着你
我不想沉沦 但我再无法
让别人代替你
我恨你 我爱你
我恨我 爱着你
你很爱她 你需要她
可我永远不能成为她
失眠的夜 我想着你
喝完咖啡 我想着你
吃不下饭 我想着你
我想念你坐在我的前座
我的毛衣里还留有细沙
在多少个日夜里被淡忘了
你是否像我想你一样也想着我
抛下了一切只想待在你身旁
朋友也有使你伤心的时候
我沉溺于对你的思念乐此不疲却耿耿于怀
如果我将爱强加于你 你也不会高兴吧
我将深藏在心的话告诉你 而你不会回应
我写了简讯 我并不在意你是否回复
我知道我的这些感受 你从来不会在乎
好了 不说了
你说还爱着我 只是你朋友们却不知道？
如果你真的爱我 你肯定对朋友说过
如果我是你 我绝对不会就这样放手
我要的很简单
我只是想念你靠在我的肩上
婚礼的钟声刚刚轻抚过耳畔
万念俱灰的感觉缠绕着我的心
你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂？
你说过你不会离开我 但你真的忍心离我而去
一遍又一遍地欺骗着我直到失去重来的机会
现在的我也不清楚那是怎样的感受
我总是思念着不该思念的人
有时候 必须斩断联系保持距离
我知道我必需隐藏自己的情绪 我也必需停止回忆
但我从父亲那学到 有这样的感受也是一件好事
当爱与誓言 都悄然远去
我想 这一切 也终会过去的
每个我真心对待的人都辜负了我
所以每个孑然一身的夜晚，我都会将这旋律轻轻哼起
我恨你 我爱你
我恨我还是那样爱着你
我不想沉沦 但我再无法
让别人住进心里
我恨你 我爱你
我恨我 爱着你
你很爱她 你需要她
可我永远不能成为她
我孤独地望着看着她的你
她就是你眼中的唯一
你从来就没有在乎过你伤害了谁
你从来都没在意过我
我孤独地望着看着她的你
她就是你眼中的唯一
为什么你从来没意识到
是你一点一点地扼杀了我
我恨你 我爱你
我恨我 爱着你
我不想沉沦 但我再无法
让别人住进心里
我恨你 我爱你
我恨我 爱着你
你很爱她 你需要她
可我永远不能成为她
