作词 : Thomas Marino
I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you'd see my life and wouldn't be so damn cold
You think being me's easy (Easy), you never see me really (Really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull
One, two, three, four
I'm a mess, I procrastinate my whole life away laying in bed
Just scrolling on my phone trying to forget about the stress
My teacher said I'm lazy and I never tried my best
But I swear if they felt how I feel, they'd learn to judge me less
I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you'd see my life and wouldn't be so damn cold
You think being me's easy (Easy), you never see me really (Really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull
And if your eyes aren't enough, let's cut my veins and see the venom deep inside
Running up into my brain, no, I'm not kidding
I'm alive, but I'm barely hanging on
Most days I feel like giving up, but I keep going
Hoping that my life won't always have to suck
But it feels like every year I'm here, it gets a little worse
Like the pain just keeps on building, I swear one day I'mma burst
And I've tried my best to be better, but it just doesn't work
No, I promise I'm not lying, let me show you that it hurts
I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you'd see my life and wouldn't be so damn cold
You think being me's easy (Easy), you never see me really (Really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull
译文
真的想把你的眼睛抠出来 装进我脑袋里
这样你就能看清我过得有多难熬 也不至于这么冷血了
你以为当我很轻松啊 (很轻松啊) 你压根就没真正了解过我 (压根就没)
真的想把我的眼睛抠出来 塞进你完美无瑕的脑袋里
一 二 三 四
活得跟个废人似的 天天瘫在床上 摆烂摆掉大半辈子
就知道死刷手机 假装自己一身轻松 没有烦心事
老师说我就是懒 完全没努力过
我发誓要是我这委屈让他们尝尝 绝对讲不出这种风凉话
真的想把你的眼睛抠出来 装进我脑袋里
这样你就能看清我过得有多难熬 也不至于这么冷血了
你以为当我很轻松啊 (很轻松啊) 你压根就没真正了解过我 (压根就没)
真的想把我的眼睛抠出来 塞进你完美无瑕的脑袋里
要是光看眼睛还不够 那就割开血管 看看骨髓奔涌的毒液
直冲脑门 不 我真没跟你开玩笑
我是还活着 但也仅仅是留口气死撑着
大多数时候都想彻底拉倒 但还是硬着头皮熬着
盼着这烂日子 以后能稍微好过那么一点点
可感觉多活一年 破事就多一堆
委屈越堆越多 我发誓早晚得彻底气炸
已经拼尽全力想往好了变 可根本就没用
不 我真没编瞎话 让你看看我到底有多难受
真的想把你的眼睛抠出来 装进我脑袋里
这样你就能看清我过得有多难熬 也不至于这么冷血了
你以为当我很轻松啊 (很轻松啊) 你压根就没真正了解过我 (压根就没)
真的想把我的眼睛抠出来 塞进你完美无瑕的脑袋里
